I want to tell you how I feel about all this, but I can’t.
I want to let it out so you know what you’re doing is wrong, but I can’t.
I want to say that whatever she’s supposed to have done does not justify your actions, but I can’t.
I’m ashamed that I actually do want to hurt you and make you bleed for the pain you’ve caused, but I can’t.
I want to tell someone else about this and hope they know what to do about it.. but I can’t.
I want to let you know that you’ve lost my respect for you ever since you started this.. but I can’t.
I want to think that I can be strong for everyone and pretend nothing ever happened.. but I can’t.
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I’m actually thankful that Joseph asked me that question so long ago – else I would’ve thrown myself off that cliff long ago.